Don U Mis Me??

Was i frenzy to miss u so much,
it was crazy as such,
waitin fuh you...to return to me,
jus fuh you to remember me!

oh god! was i a maniac?
or a paranoid, stuffed you in a sack!
i feared to love you...to believe you loved me!
i hurt you in my ways,
now, what you mean to me, u ve no trace,

you made me bliv i'm worth something,
that i deserve every bling,
before i realised ma love
I neva could anywhere find you!!

Oh baby come to me,
i wanna hug you tight
and be with you all ma life!
i hate this isolation, a freakin confusion!!

waitin fuh you every second,
deep down i cry and descend!
I hate it that u could cheat me,
and not a moment that you thought of me!

It hurts so much that i die down beneath,
such that i strugle to breathe.
baby just tell dat u "love me" ..once more!
though i'd be broken as now,
atleast would 've got ur love!

now i see you moved on..fore,
I know that you love me no more!!!

Hurt'n bitter

here i sit by my window,
wondering what good i reaped of life
why does it take so long??
late to realise, before being stabbed by the knife.

in my heart, i compress the feelings,
of love,of care, of hopes and despair
afraid to fall weak; fearing the worse may come..
left behind the memories,
dropping a tear, there and here.

not even in my dreams,
did I dare to take the names,
not in reality,
did I dare to trust again.

I let them be,as a dream forgotten,
fearing the day may come again,
when you leave me broken, in vain!

fear, fright, scare and what not??
gosh!! I am tired of it now..
I cant take it any more..
my love so innocent, was hurt
the trust so deep,so pure..
was tattered with no curt..
for now,I feared, that day may come again!

I fear to love again,
I'm alredy hurt so much,in vain!
not holding the courage,
to repeat the mistakes..!

NO..NO..!! I dare not trust you,
I dare not love you,
for you may mean the world to me,
and you never stay with me!