Was i frenzy to miss u so much, it was crazy as such, waitin fuh you...to return to me, jus fuh you to remember me!
oh god! was i a maniac? or a paranoid, stuffed you in a sack! i feared to love you...to believe you loved me! i hurt you in my ways, now, what you mean to me, u ve no trace,
you made me bliv i'm worth something, that i deserve every bling, before i realised ma love I neva could anywhere find you!!
Oh baby come to me, i wanna hug you tight and be with you all ma life! i hate this isolation, a freakin confusion!!
waitin fuh you every second, deep down i cry and descend! I hate it that u could cheat me, and not a moment that you thought of me!
It hurts so much that i die down beneath, such that i strugle to breathe. baby just tell dat u "love me" ..once more! though i'd be broken as now, atleast would 've got ur love!
now i see you moved on..fore, I know that you love me no more!!!
here i sit by my window, wondering what good i reaped of life why does it take so long?? late to realise, before being stabbed by the knife.
in my heart, i compress the feelings, of love,of care, of hopes and despair afraid to fall weak; fearing the worse may come.. left behind the memories, dropping a tear, there and here.
not even in my dreams, did I dare to take the names, not in reality, did I dare to trust again.
I let them be,as a dream forgotten, fearing the day may come again, when you leave me broken, in vain!
fear, fright, scare and what not?? gosh!! I am tired of it now.. I cant take it any more.. my love so innocent, was hurt the trust so deep,so pure.. was tattered with no curt.. for now,I feared, that day may come again!
I fear to love again, I'm alredy hurt so much,in vain! not holding the courage, to repeat the mistakes..!
NO..NO..!! I dare not trust you, I dare not love you, for you may mean the world to me, and you never stay with me!
