i am a stranger

I never could forget the rigour you put me through,
i was left alone in an island far away.
I swam across the seas, to reach back to you
I came to land and fought a battles few!

But i ain't the same as before, for now
my loved ones stare at me like im'a cow!
in my land, i stand alienated as a stranger
'n they perceive im a danger!

I'm fickle to gain my love back,
I'm funny and wanna win hearts!
I'm bad, to protect the one i have,
and I laugh aloud to enforce happiness into me!

Nothing works! its all a framed picture, that
can never be altered, I stand aside, still a stranger!
Not everybody can love you,neither is everyone your best friend,
you have to cherish the ones you have for lifetime!

For now, I give up and sober down,
pulling the strings of dirt from my heart
in the sacred water of hope i drown,
hoping to make my life, a restart!

I gather the pieces of a ruined life,
an edge pricks me, just as it did before!
It bleeds and hurts like the wound is dressed in spice,
I get no help, while they are all busy watching the show!

Not everybody is your best friend, people come and go as they wish!
only the most procious ones stay and love you forever, and this is a dedication
to all you guys :) you know its for you all :) :) <3
P.S. my besties if u dint understand :P

Now that the wings of fire,
have cooled down,
deep into the ocean of peace i drown.
The seasons of life have changed,
there is a spring of desire

The quest of revenge has broken down,
it has faded, the gloom of brown.
i ain't anyone,almighty will judge your sins
now my heart no more aches like its pierced by pins!!

i miss your arms that held me with tightness,
those eyes with a glee of madness.
The crave to see you,just to stare into your eyes,
love was crazy,now it made my heart clod as ice

You were the most beautiful person i knew,
your heart as pure as honey dew.
I painted my sky with your colours,
but with time, love changed its flavours

It is elite, that light stands
for holy faith,for enlightment,
hope and victory, as darkness
is, for the wicked and ruthless!

But, what i vision is its depth.
In its core lies not cruelty,
nor does loathe, what it beholds is
that, which intimates your soul with!

What is more beautiful than a fake smile
or glitter and hype of success!
It is the strength you behold from the core,
if you understand the truth of the dark!

It absorbs your soul
and perspires every particle of sin,
it cleanses the soul and makes it a saint.
Now, all that remains with you, is a heart
with no memories, sins or pains!

The night paints your heart black,
a clear coat, with no speckles of white.
The soul, given a second chance,
now awaits the day for a new start!

Nights are beautiful, much than the fairy tales,
they are silhouettes of the soul,
painted with one's goods and odds,
no matter what the world says,
you gleam as an angel of your world!

Its all fading away,
the enchanted world, i once dreamt of
the night has begun and winter made its mould
now even my heart is cold

Why is everything so distant,
while the sky seems to fold you in its arms,
and you cant reach out to it! emotions seem
like a stranger in the wild ocean of mind!!

The fierce storm tumbles the queen of oceans
all her way to the coast, sails frozen to death
Fog with its blanket of white,and sailors baffled
by a blindfold curtailed to reach out
to the chaotic world, just like me!

heart is a temple of peace now.
But why is it incapable
to feel what it did, and
why does love seems to loathe your soul now?

Loneliness excavates your heart,
and makes its way through to mind,
then you're in love with it,
until you fall in love again!!

does it portray signs of strength?
or that of the inevitable sufferings?
by now, night has lost its darkness,
and so has life, day is fighting its way,
piercing the black clouds of the night!

Just like how hope springs up,
and fights odds with the mind,
for now, i realise nights do exist,
but they ain't powerful as a bright day.
Sun shines high and spreads its warmth,
such that even the darkest of minds,
fall in love with the brightness of spring!!

A year passed by and it feels like time stood still

it takes just a year for life to change
a year split into two. A heaven and a hell
we created memories yet burnt'em in rage
and with the remains of ashes,we built castles of dreams again
lookin back doesn't hurt anymore
it only makes u regret, but life has to move on!
its all written! if God takes back somethin,
there is somethin better waitin for u out there :)

Dreams are better than reality..

My eyes are dry,
no more I cry
gone is the sorrow
Now, i've learnt to live
with you, even without you!


take my hand in yours,
and look into my eyes,
I shy away, eyes downcast
you come closer and hold me tight!

I smile, I laugh, I cry by myself,
i found it hard to erase you from the memories,
for I could'nt find you in reality
so, i did in my dreams.

I lay on your broad chest
conquering my whole precious world,
the castle of your arms
and I hug you like i never did!

One last time, I strive
to hear from you, baby i promise
in surge of my deepest emotions
that I wont let you go this time,

though dreams are better than reality,
reality is much more beautiful than imagination!!